Dreams of Old

I had this dream more than two and half years ago. I had written it down after waking up and I just reread the description of it. Its still quite vivid in my memory. Its really strange and I feel like it has so much meaning for life, I just don't know what it means exactly.

I'm in a group of people who were all close to me. We all know that we are supposed to die. I had some idea that God was asking us to do this for a purpose, and there was probably reincarnation involved. It was absolutely clear that it was for the greater good.

One by one people start dying but not in regular ways. As more people died, I noticed that shortly before their death, we could see how they were going to die. There was one instance where I needed to drive Carl Carney's truck. But the seats and steering wheel were in the bed of the truck. A tiger came leaping over the front towards us and I stretched out my arm and punched it square in the forehead. It fell back.

Carl, who was in the backseat explained that the other person in the back seat (whoever it was)had to face the tiger, it was how they were supposed to die.I understood, because I thought they were supposed to face a white siberian tiger

As we drive on, a white siberian tiger jumps up and I have a hard time letting it go by me to kill the person in the backseat.

Then I go somewhere to see Rachel DeMoss (like an eight year old version of her) I cared very much about her and it was very sobering to see her for the last time. I was trying to figure out how I was going to die. I saw that I had to go down a slide, but I didn't understand.

I turned to someone, possibly a woman, and she said I had to go down the slide through the barrier and there would be railroad tracks on the other side. Once I understood what I was supposed to do, I prepared myself to die.

I started down the slide, but I don't remember going through any barrier or seeing any railroad tracks. Next thing I know, I am sitting at a high top table with my father and brother (?) and God. We were just casually talking. I was very at peace while talking to God.

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I can place some things, but in a meaningless way. Like when I was at the hightop tables, it looked like I was in an applebees. And going down the slide with railroad tracks reminds me of Fire in the Hole, some amusement ride at Silver Dollar City that I was scared of as a kid. You literally go down a track into a pit. But the tiger? The woman? A brother? God?